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04 January 2009 @ 02:01 pm
I don't know. 2008 kind of feels like the end of an era for me. So much happened this year; I lost best friends I've had since, what, fifth grade? I've become friends with people I only wished I could be friends with two years ago. Like, 2008 wasn't as great as 2007 (granted, 2007 wasn't great until like, April, when I stopped being such a dorkass, omg.) but still, it's kind of insane to me. Another year has passed, and it passed quickly. I really didn't even realize it. I don't know. Everything feels right? I hope 2009 is better than this past year. As great as 2007 (summer-end of the year). That'd be pretty hard to be beat though.

Oh, andddd, the new Harry Potter movie comes out this July ^_^. So, there's something to look forward too!

I saw Betsy and Rhiannon today. It's so weird seeing them. I mean, whenever we see each other, it's like we never even stopped talking, like Rhiannon ever stopped going to school here, or I stopped going to Mary's. It's great, in that aspect, that we can feel like it never ended, but it makes me sad too. We aren't the same people as we were then. Sometimes though, it's nice to see people who just remember the old you. It's nice to be able to practically go back in time, a time that was less stressful, innocent. Just so easy. They really are two people I'll never forget. Two of my oldest best friends. Some of my best memories.

My brother's cat, Nickels, is sleeping next to me and I have Harry Potter playing for some background noise and everything is just good.

I don't know what the point here is; I guess it's just, another year has come, and I didn't see it coming.
Happy New Year.
Current Mood: contentcontent
Current Music: the fifth harry potter
29 September 2008 @ 09:28 pm
I have really screwed up relationships. I should probably work on that.

Countdown of books left to read: 7
But I am still re-reading books. I've been switching on and off, rofl.

I think The Book Thief is my new favorite book.

"I wanted to tell the book thief many things, about beauty and brutality. But what could I tell her about those things that she didn't already know? I wanted to explain that I am constanly overestimating and underestimating the human race-that rarely do I ever simply estimate it. I wanted to ask her how the same thing could be so ugly and so glorious, and it's words and stories so damning and brilliant."
-melts- it's great.

oh, and Love Lockdown by Kanye West. That song has been my recent obsession. ^_^
Current Mood: dorkydorky
06 September 2008 @ 11:09 am
i still miss summer, but i don't mind school.
we're getting a "hurricane" right now.
i love days like this, where i can hole up in my room watching harry potter in the dark.

i have twenty books to read, but i keep rereading books over and over.
i don't know why i can't get into anything new right now.
Current Mood: indescribable
19 May 2008 @ 08:04 pm
I'm feeling pretty great. School is almost out. I've got four weeks left, and then I'm freaking done until Summer ends.

Frickin' fresh.
Current Mood: ecstaticecstatic
Current Music: Unfabulous
11 May 2008 @ 11:48 pm
That just makes you sound pathetic. That is pathetic.

I cannot wait for this weekend, and next. These past few have been some of the best.
It's funny how you do something life-changing, and don't realize it until afterward.
Current Mood: mellowmellow
Current Music: TV
05 May 2008 @ 05:35 pm

Maybe I'll start writing actual entries one day?
Current Mood: creativecreative
Current Music: First Response commercial.
17 April 2008 @ 09:50 pm
i went to this elementary school near my house with adrienne, amanda, and catie. then we went to adrienne's house and just kinda sat around and drank gatorade, but then her dad asked if we just wanted to eat there, so we did. he ordered some pizza for us and we sat outside on her porch, cause today was gorgeous, and we turned on Pretty.Odd. and read those embarassing stories people send into J-14 (rofl) and then we ate. sometimes i forget how much i really love them and how much we've all been through together. i'm pretty much in awe when i think about it, because it does not seem like we've all been friends for that long. it amazes me.

my cousin is joining the army.
it's become apparant that i have one screwed up family.
i love it though.

blahblahblah. that's it for now i guess.
i can't stop listening to my myspace song.
it's pretty pathetic i guess. i just really like the piano and the lead singer's voice a lot.
Current Mood: dorkydorky
Current Music: dark blue - jack's mannequin
01 April 2008 @ 11:01 pm
i'm fine with the changes i'm making or not making. whatever floats your boat.
this year is already pretty interesting; i don't remember ever changing this much in a such a short time period.
i need some books to read, but i don't know what to get.
i really like panic at the disco's new album, but i'll probably always like the first one more. i don't know why, i just do. i can't pick a favorite song on pretty.odd. they're all just so great.

i didn't even realize today was April Fools until about three hours ago.
Current Mood: satisfiedsatisfied
Current Music: panic at the disco
13 March 2008 @ 04:37 pm
in my pantsCollapse )

that was fun :D
Current Mood: amusedamused
Current Music: amanda on the phone
11 March 2008 @ 04:55 pm
things are lookin' up
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
Current Music: myspace